Clipped Wings

I met her 4 months ago online while looking for travel information for my trip to Hongkong and Shenzhen. She's a Chinese national I guess, and shes a Chindian, of Chinese and Indian parentage. She told me she was about 1 or 2 years older than me but even for her age, she conversed with maturity and thoughtfulness, and that really pushed my buttons!! 

I met you through the most unlikely circumstances, we've conversed for 4 months and I know not your name. The first time we actually saw each other was through a video link, you were wearing a woollen sweater and had your hair tied up, you looked Chinese but had a pair of beautiful Indian eyes and thick lips. I wasn't looking at the camera but at the screen, you were so pretty, I couldn't stop staring hahaha. Something must be bothering you, I know for sure. You've probably been through alot for your replies tell me so. You are intelligent, studying Chinese culture, something that I'll probably never touch. If there's one thing we have in common, its probably good music that touches the soul. The one thing that bothered me, we've never met. When I visited your city, you were away in Beijing attending university. So near yet so far, words alone can't describe. If there's someone that I really want to meet this year, its has to be you. Funny how after 4 months, I've yet to know your name. I've called you Cinderella, you're a night owl only coming online mostly at night. Wherever you are now, be safe, be happy till I see you again. 

I can't believe I've penned this must cheesy stuff. The big question is, have I falling for her? If I did, how could that happen? We're like two people standing in the shadows talking, we barely know each other. I'm weird