Thursday 16 march
TP called me 2 days ago to go down and submit my 2004 O certificate. And so far nothing from NYP, other than stating on their online enquiry "Receiving Attention". And TP, "Under Consideration".
This is nerve wrecking, the tension is building up day after day. I've been feeling off these few days, went to see a doctor (since its free anyway for me) and i got some sleeping pills and tablets. Yes! its that bad!
Anyway, will be going down to the airport, haven't been there for months. My voucher is expiring on 18th so better use it rather than let it go to waste.
I'm so tired, last night slept at 4.30am. I was watching my DVDs that just arrived ( I bought "Beautiful life" again since the previous VCD was chinese subtitles which i didn't really understand ). The ebay seller gave me one free J-drama also!
The last two chapter of the show "beautiful life" for the first time ever, i fully understand what they were saying @@ damn.
I rarely get all emotional and touchy nowadays but wow, i cried like someone died.
It was so so sad, especially from the part where kyoko's condition was so bad she had to be admitted to hospital. And everyone was like trying to be all nice for her remaining days. It was an excellent plot, throughout the entire drama, they introduced the characters to the audience in a intimate fashion, so when they died, i sort of felt it inside. And that shuji helped her with her make up on her already cold body and he cried.. they made it in a way that you will never see that soft side of him throughout the entire show. Until the very last, he finally cried, so the impact is there.
Gee, i love Jap drama alot.
Oh, and my Christian Dior- Fahrenheit arrived on the same day also. Will be taking it off my wish list soon.
Saturday, 10.57pm
Humid
I've been waking up pretty early these entire week, no later than 10.30. I'm not sure if its good, since i normally fall asleep early due to exhaustion from running around Singapore for my admissions. And like i mentioned earlier, fetching my cousin to school and back; lucky for me, he's having march holidays now.
Its already 1 quarter of a year, still i'm heading into the unknown. With no concrete plans on what to do next. I feel very disappointed in myself as a Singaporean. Seems that all these years of sheltered life has led us into a belief that everything has been planned out for us. But I say screw that, i'm a living example. Your future is yours to fight for, so go for it.
Anyway this morning while i'm still sleepy, i went online and LK asked me if i wanted to go out. I didn't want to since i roughly knew where he normally hang out. But since he has no other guy to follow him, i had to be the "scapegoat" and the tortise.
Thats not all, then we met with suling, ines, brendy, dorothy and headed for far east. I wasn't too happy because we just got there not long before they wanted to like go somewhere else. So LK had no idea, suling had no idea, in the end LK suggested to me going home!?
"Man i just got here" !!
Then he was like you want to stay stay lor ( he was joking )
I went Ballastic "you gonna leave me here with those girls", I followed you out because you had no one to accompany you, now you wanna ditch me.
Haha its not as serious as it sounds.. in fact it sounded like i'm gay, but its definately not what i meant. Haha
So we walked around far east, then headed to hereen to shop at HMV, went up to see stuff. I listened to the Kelly's soundtrack sample; it was not bad, i would buy if i had cash to spare, but i'm kinda tight around the belt these days.
Then we hopped on a train seperately, because THE TRAIN WAS SO PACKED!! we met at CIty hall interchange. Oh something happened to me on the train, because it was so packed, everybody was basically leaning on each other like an orgy or something.
So when the train stopped at doby ghout, it was so packed and this very young lady about 20 or so, very sexy and pretty squeezed in on the train. She was like standing right in front of me, her back plastered on my chest, her long black hair was like flying in my face. Everybody was so close that i can smell whether who got bath anot. LOL
And the embarassing part happen, like i said it was so packed that everybody is like hugging everybody! So the train kept braking, her butt kept banging on my front. I was thinking "Omg.. let me off the train." Lucky one stop only to city hall, i cannot take it. Hahaha, think about it now, its funny.
Song Hye Kyo!!
She so pretty man..
Haha, my fetish for older girls has just upped one level!
Frydae, 1.20am, warm and humid
Just showered and felt like doing something while my hair dry.
My grandfather just came out of hospital and has a 30 day MC, so while i'm waiting for the unknown, the responsibility for fetching my cousin to school and back, fell on my shoulders.
:( I have to cycle my cousin everyday to school at 12pm and back at 6.30pm. Its abit weird that everyone is looking at me while i'm waiting at the school gate; i guess they are not use to seeing someone my age doing such crap.
Anyway i almost killed myself if i didn't find out that TP's DAE application is still on. I managed to submit my application and i'm going down to hand in my documents first thing in the morning. NO TIME TO LOSE !!
I promise to attend service on the earliest saturday possible if i receive my posting to TP. I will go on my knees and give thanks to his grace. Come on! I'm a toe away to the finishing line, even though i might be last in this race.
By the way, hand foot mouth disease is now on a epidemic scale in sarawak and brunei. Which reminds me of this cartoon.
Lucky i'm dragon, and dragon is suppose to be immuned to all these crap. Haha, but poor animals..
JAE 2006 COPs
JAE 2006 COPs
Beyond everyone's wildest imagination, the Cut Of Points for 2006 JAE went down! By an average of 2 to 3 points per course.
I do feel strongly that God is against me going to receive poly education. I would like to advise God in return, "Let me be a normal person".
There is definately some truth to what i said. Adding on to the strings of misfortunes that i've encountered, the worst has yet to come. Instead of COPs going up this year, it went down to one of the lowest in many years, my friend who was able to apply for a poly course in 2005 with 24 pts. However now with even lower points than that, i have to be at someone's mercy if i were to go anywhere at all.
One monday when i was on my way to NYP during the last few hours before it closed, the bus 72 had to break down in the middle of the road !!!!
In my entire life of taking public buses, none has ever conked out on me yet. So i was stuck on the bus for awhile before having the traffic police ushering us to the nearest bus stop. I was lucky to have made it to NYP in time to check the COPs and all.
So the APPEAL IS DONE and now another 3 weeks of waiting.
This is definately one of the most depressing moments in my life. Little sleep, neither hungry nor thirsty. I envy those who went for appeal with their parents, friends, couples. I had to go through this shit twice alone.
Even with the best of the worst outcome that i entered into a course, i would definately be depressed at not being able to get into TP, my choice, my friends, nearest to my home. I would try to apply for a course transfer at next year's JAE if i get into a poly.
If I don't.
I'm so lost at what to do.
JAE Results
NRIC: S88XXXXXG
Name: DON CHOO XXXX XXX
We regret to inform you that you are unsuccessful in your application. However, if you wish to apply to a particular course, you may approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.
My last chance is appeal on monday. My current stand is that i meet all entry requirements and C.O.P for Diploma in IT course, no CCA grades, wasted my first choice on Business Info Tech.
So far i've asked around and it seems that i may stand a good chance for appeal since i meet the requirement and C.O.P. But after today, i'm not too optimistc. I still have to wait 3 more weeks for the appeal to be successful and if i don't get through, I really don't know what to do.
And i've just found out that i lost my handphone too.
Edit* 9.05pm - I just found out that my grandfather has been admitted into hospital. I'm such a jinx
JAE
Its another 6 and half more hours before the JAE results!! I was actually really sleepy and was about to turn in when i read on sgforums that results are to be out at 8.am.
That woke me up -_-"
Its so nerve-racking, my feet is getting sweaty by the min, my stomach is tied up in a knot. I would be truely celebrating tomorrow if im in BIT. But if i get into IT or Internet Multimedia Developement.. haiya.. i'm not sure if im to be happy or sad. My main aim is to get into Business school, so if i don't get in, I'll just have to study hard and apply for transfer straight into 2nd year after completing 1 year in IT school.
My main concern now is whether my course is closely related enough to the course of my choice to apply for a transfer. If not, i would have to start from year 1 which is a no no for me. I've already wasted 1 year of my life doing almost nothing for the first time ever.
If i do manage to get in directly to the second year, considering that my course transfer has be approved. I'm worried i might not be able to catch up fast enough for my feared subject of accounts.
Fingers crossed, fingers crossed.
